You ever miss anyone so much that it hurts, like right in your chest? That's how I feel right now.  I'm so afraid of losing what I care about the most and there's not really anything I can do to stop it.
   
    I feel like my life has been put up on hold because of all the crap that's happening right now. I don't have anyone to talk to about it in my real life, but I can't keep it pent up any longer, so I'm venting on here. If anyone wants to talk, feel free to message me.
  I...I..I feel like I'm losing my mind, I'm twitchy, I can't sleep, I've started having anxiety attacks for no reason, and I've been crying alot....I know you guys on here don't really know what I'm like, but I'm the type of girl who is really good at keeping her emotions in check, and I sure as hell have never had anxiety attacks before now...I'm so...I'm just SO lost. Eh i know you guys don't really wanna hear me complain, so I'll just leave it at that.

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